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sabrinageekOkay.. I haven't updated in a while, and I'm beginning to feel like there's too much to catch up on.
I struggled to get through work on monday and went home and found out I had a fever of 101 degrees.
I felt like absolute shit, and ached and just generally had flu-like symptoms. Missed work yesterday
trying to recouperate. Still feel like crap. I'm better, and the fever's broken, but my throat is still sore.
Had an interesting weekend. I'm getting fed up with the LARP, and the LARP people in general.
My narrator is turning out to be really annoying, and I'm not sure what to do. I really don't want
to ST; I never really did. I much prefer being *in* the game instead of trying to run it and
play at the same time. However, I'm the best (and arguably only) man for the job right now. Sure,
there's other people who want the job, but the players would walk in a heartbeat, and no one knows
changeling like *I* do.
Saturday, I met Andrea in oregon at Stronghold castle and picked her up and had breakfast. We
swapped nifty presents, and although she gushes over her autographed Neil Gaiman copy of
Stardust (illustrated Charles Vess version) I think the nifty Fridge Magnet that says "Hi, my name is JOHN -- YoYoDyne Propulsion Systems"
and the Mad Max Drivers' License key chain is just totally nifty.. add to that Roger Rabbit figurines, a set of Sanrio PomPomPurin stickers,
some much needed Detroit reading material, and a couple bags of Ferrara Pan candy (a secret vice of both of ours) I kinda feel like I
got the better of the deal. As soon as we saw each other, it was like we'd never been apart. We could see everything in our eyes just
like before, and since we separated due to circumstances, not for lack of love, it makes sense. I just don't know where things are going to go
from here. We've both left the doors open, but I don't think we can go back to what it was before. And I don't think she expects me to, either.
I'm just gonna take it day by day and see what happens. But the thought of moving to Detroit again makes me bouncy happy :)
And of course, making things more complicated -- my friend Jessica from the old days (not Jess) has suggested that we hang out sometime. Now, this could be a perfectly normal "hey let's get together and talk over coffee and bitch about stuff we're upset about" kinda thing.. or it could be more. As usual, I don't know. As usual, my mind wants to make it more than it should be. As usual, my ego wants to turn it into something less.
Oh! Got new copies of the Cats Laughing discs!! Bootleg Issue and Another Way to Travel, all courtesy of the gratuitous grape grrlie, that most wondrous of kittens.. again, I still say I got the better of the Swag this weekend..
I just wish I wasn't so tired.. and worn out from being sick..
I struggled to get through work on monday and went home and found out I had a fever of 101 degrees.
I felt like absolute shit, and ached and just generally had flu-like symptoms. Missed work yesterday
trying to recouperate. Still feel like crap. I'm better, and the fever's broken, but my throat is still sore.
Had an interesting weekend. I'm getting fed up with the LARP, and the LARP people in general.
My narrator is turning out to be really annoying, and I'm not sure what to do. I really don't want
to ST; I never really did. I much prefer being *in* the game instead of trying to run it and
play at the same time. However, I'm the best (and arguably only) man for the job right now. Sure,
there's other people who want the job, but the players would walk in a heartbeat, and no one knows
changeling like *I* do.
Saturday, I met Andrea in oregon at Stronghold castle and picked her up and had breakfast. We
swapped nifty presents, and although she gushes over her autographed Neil Gaiman copy of
Stardust (illustrated Charles Vess version) I think the nifty Fridge Magnet that says "Hi, my name is JOHN -- YoYoDyne Propulsion Systems"
and the Mad Max Drivers' License key chain is just totally nifty.. add to that Roger Rabbit figurines, a set of Sanrio PomPomPurin stickers,
some much needed Detroit reading material, and a couple bags of Ferrara Pan candy (a secret vice of both of ours) I kinda feel like I
got the better of the deal. As soon as we saw each other, it was like we'd never been apart. We could see everything in our eyes just
like before, and since we separated due to circumstances, not for lack of love, it makes sense. I just don't know where things are going to go
from here. We've both left the doors open, but I don't think we can go back to what it was before. And I don't think she expects me to, either.
I'm just gonna take it day by day and see what happens. But the thought of moving to Detroit again makes me bouncy happy :)
And of course, making things more complicated -- my friend Jessica from the old days (not Jess) has suggested that we hang out sometime. Now, this could be a perfectly normal "hey let's get together and talk over coffee and bitch about stuff we're upset about" kinda thing.. or it could be more. As usual, I don't know. As usual, my mind wants to make it more than it should be. As usual, my ego wants to turn it into something less.
Oh! Got new copies of the Cats Laughing discs!! Bootleg Issue and Another Way to Travel, all courtesy of the gratuitous grape grrlie, that most wondrous of kittens.. again, I still say I got the better of the Swag this weekend..
I just wish I wasn't so tired.. and worn out from being sick..
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Date: 2002-05-15 04:33 pm (UTC)And as for the tiredness.... You might want to try meditating for about 10 minutes, just really deep breaths. It's very re-energizing.