Bad Dreams..
Apr. 15th, 2005 07:14 amI've been having bad dreams all week. And not just the nameless, monster chasing me type,
but these bad mamba-jamba psychological mental mind-fucks that I can't wake up from and
basically have to "live through."
Last night I dreamt that my mom decided to leave my dad and pull the 'mid-life crisis"
Fran Drescher thing of dressing like a whore, fucking way-too-younger guys, etc.
She also basically decided to ignore mine and my father's existence. I spent the majority
of time in the dream screaming my head off at her and feeling incredibly betrayed.
Any of you who know my mom know that, in reality, my mother is nothing like this,
and the odds of her ever doing something like that is basically nonexistant.
Which is probably why seeing it happen in my head was so mentally disturbing. ::shudder::
I'm beginning to wonder about all these bad dreams, though.. I can count at least 3
on 3 different nights so far. One, I was being chased by these rednecks out in the
country, one had this wierd flying axe thingy..
I want to have normal sleep again. :/
but these bad mamba-jamba psychological mental mind-fucks that I can't wake up from and
basically have to "live through."
Last night I dreamt that my mom decided to leave my dad and pull the 'mid-life crisis"
Fran Drescher thing of dressing like a whore, fucking way-too-younger guys, etc.
She also basically decided to ignore mine and my father's existence. I spent the majority
of time in the dream screaming my head off at her and feeling incredibly betrayed.
Any of you who know my mom know that, in reality, my mother is nothing like this,
and the odds of her ever doing something like that is basically nonexistant.
Which is probably why seeing it happen in my head was so mentally disturbing. ::shudder::
I'm beginning to wonder about all these bad dreams, though.. I can count at least 3
on 3 different nights so far. One, I was being chased by these rednecks out in the
country, one had this wierd flying axe thingy..
I want to have normal sleep again. :/